Yjiahui

will this be a better yr?

2012-01-03T09:51:00.000-08:00

hey there,

its a brand new year & school just started too

in fact today is the first day of school.

and it started off really quite horribly

but i guess thats just life. There will always be good days, bad days. and there will always be people who nvr fail to cheer u up or bring u down/anger/upset you.

just thankful that i have no school tmr!

just hope that this year
1) i don't fail sick so easily!!
2) start saving more moneyyy, spend lesser!!
3) find a preferably hot, preferably handsome, preferably rich but mostly importantly sweet boyfriend (like those in korean drama that kind) HAHAHHAH
4) maintain good friends & family r/s
5) of cos good grades
6) last of all, good skin

hi, its been a while

2011-12-23T08:58:00.000-08:00

haven wrote anything here for quite a while!
yes, cos recently, i have been too obsessed with my korean shows HHAHAHA
i can finish like 1 show ( consisting of 16-20 epi? ) in 2 days
just finished watching the greatest love! its a comedy romance omg its damn funny & cute la totally love it man
now i'm going on to lie to me and then cityhall.
hehe^.^

so anyway, went to town with li + her sis + hl
and guess what? i resisted temptation and did not buy that pair of topshop sandals hahhaa so proud of myself...
althou i'm kinda secretly regretting now at the same time
hahahhaa #self-control
must save money alrdy.. i spent too much on online shopping and lazy me refused to work

really quite sucky that i have been falling sick so often this year urghhhh
like i just recovered from my cough+flu+sore throat then here comes stomach flu...
thank god its recovering soon cos my dad drag me to see doc
and my dad is the best really hehehee
becos....

day 1 of me being sick: 'lying on bed, half dead' He asked me if i wanna eat lunch, i said i got no appetite. So, he went out to buy his own food. When he came back, i told him i cmi alrdy. no energy to talk or walk. He went 'ahiyo, should have bought u food. becos u didn't eat thats why u r feeling weak.' Then he immed drag me to the nearest clinic. while waiting for my turn to see the doc, he chiong to buy fish porridge for me ^^ and time check: 2p.m. He got work at 3p.m and he haven eat his lunch which he bought home..... ard i think ard 5p.m he called me during his work to ask if i'm alright and stuff

day 2: Dad working at 11a.m. woke at specially at ard 9 just to buy lunch for me so that i have food to eat heehehe

small actions but i felt so loved

can't believe it

2011-11-27T09:46:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD
am i the BIGGEST idiot or what!
this is my blog and i just realised today that by clicking on the title of my blog... i can actually find my archives...
OMG

so i'm kinda like reading my old post now
its quite funny really hhaha

my mood is pretty crap today becos of the stupid shoe incident urgh! i don't even feel like elaborating on it now. maybe some day.
so i decided that tmr i'm gonna go take a walk ard town HAHHAHA ya
all by myself!
haven done this before and maybe even watch a movie!
#must make use of my self-declared off day hahhahaa

random pics from my phone

2011-11-20T01:32:00.000-08:00

hi!

just 3 more days to being 18!

used to think how great is it that my birthday is in the mth of nov ( becos it falls on a hol period during sec sch)

but now??

not only does it falls on a sch day but its the test week :( :(

oh well but at least i only have 1 lesson on that day (which i think i'm gonna just pon hahhaa!)

people have been asking me how am i gonna celebrate my 18 since u know its the legal 18!

i guess just simple dinner, lunch, take photos, have a drink, hang out together with close ones kind... !

didn't really wanna do anything fancy like hotel room or big celebration. leaving it maybe for the big 21

oh ya just bought cleo ytd

actually its kinda like my first time reading ( cos selena gomez is the cover girl )

and i kinda like it!

joined some sms contest too hhahaaha!

which is only applicable for ppl who are sagittarius

hopefully i'm really lucky and wins the pretty ted baker watch! *cross finger*

so cuteeeee
but don't know what to do with it if i were to buy it...

craving!!
need to go back to en grill soon

random pic with hl on her bday

at sentosa!

1st ave props!
its becoming my 2nd home..

bought wig for the mannequin
which my dad suggested to hang it on barney's head hahaha

Spain part 2

2011-11-12T10:08:00.000-08:00

didn't get to sit this:(

real human bones and skull

shopping time!

our whole tour practically pestered our guide to bring us shopping lols

sat the public transport @ portugal, lisbon

narrow-est alley i have ever saw/walked

interesting paintings on the cellings

shall continue the rest another day.

its 2a.m now i'm so tiredddddd

-

2011-11-12T01:00:00.000-08:00

feeling horrible abt it
i don't wanna turn into the kind of person i don't wanna be

spain part 1

2011-10-28T09:44:00.000-07:00

hellooooo !
can't believe 2 wks of holidays just ended so so so quickly
and can't believe sch has started AGAIN.
1st wk of sch = chiong project alrdy
oh my god.

ok now time forrrrr pics!
to whoever is reading : be prepared for lots of churches, cathedrals & ancient victorian-ish kind of buildings! hahaha!

honestly, i can't remember which days is from which day so i'm gonna just anyhow alrdy haha

DAY1

sat turkish airline!
surprisingly pleasant!
hahha except that thr was this super black face steward
he practically threw to everyone their buns
and when my sis asked whether can she have a cup of milk, he was like no..
and she was -.- cos she saw someone else drinking..

other than that the in-flight entertainment was awesome!
50 over movies to watch..
can charge iphone too! ^^

at turkey air portttttt

immed after we plane, the tour started

2nd sis and some of our other tour ppl

shell houseeee!

at valencia!

one of my fav cities!!

love this structure building thingy it's damn pretty and futuristic

so sad that my camera can't capture nice night views:(

DAY 2

at some cave hse!

the degree in cave hses stays at 18 degrees forever!

so its cooling in summer, warm in winter

At some palace... pretty boringzz

like those roman structures thingy!

i love this!

SPAIN

2011-10-12T01:41:00.000-07:00

HIIIIIIIIIIII
current time check: 4:31p.m
7 more hoursssssssssssssssss to my flight!!
omg, waiting for this day for a long long long time
but super dreading the plane ride.
ard 16-18 hrs?
sighhhh pls let the journey pls a peaceful one
no crying babies please!
super scared of that when on plane
and hopefully there's awesome in-flight entertainment (nice shows!!)

so, i will be away for ard 14 days? will be back on the 25th of oct

so, i'm gonna post some pics of myself just in case anyone of u misses me in these 12 days HAHHAHAHAHAH! ^^

bye singapore, gonna be back with lots of pretty pics and lots of zara,pull&bear,Mango etc

whats going on?

2011-09-30T09:05:00.000-07:00

just one sentence of are you ok?

cheer up ok

can just be really powerful

this week is just one of my real down down down wk

and althou things have yet to be settled

i guess i'm just really thankful to the people who showed concern and take time out to hear me out

it's just that there's so many things

first is the complicated r/s thingy issue that i'm stuck with

nxt is my health problem. Have been feeling v. dizzy quite often. esp in the morning. kinda sucks

thirdly is every unhappy thing adding up together to form a ball of insecureness in me

i just gotta pull myself up

:(

2011-09-29T09:44:00.000-07:00

bu kai xin
bu kai xin
bu kai xin
bu kai xin

dream

2011-09-24T03:28:00.000-07:00

ok today is really a super useless day
cos i initially planned to go see my skin doc but it's closed so i woke up at 9a.m for nth!
then i ate and watched shows instead, then ate again!!! at 12 plus then slept from 1-6
and i presume i'm gonna eat dinner soon
which concludes that imma pig today

so anyway i'm blogging here cos i just woke up from a wonderful dream and i can't get over it!!!
HAHHHA!
and this dream got story one hor
main actress is me duh. main actor is ..... wang lee hom ( have no idea why cos i don't idolized him anymore?)
and the other actors are my friends hahhaa
so it goes the first scene started off when lee hom was having dinner with my friends and i at a seafood restaurant to celebrate him coming back to singapore
then lee hom and i know this weird r/s like on and off kind ya know
thus the dinner was a bit awkward cos we were sitting beside each other
then happens that jac and anderson were studying in NUS hahaha! and anderson's roommate is nt staying in the dorm for a while so leehom stayed in with him cos he's gonna be here for a few days only ( so rich why no stay hotel hahaha!)
so i went to pay them a visit
and ya i totally ignored anderson and just went straight to leehom hahhaa!
so i sat on his bed and suddenly.....
he started kissing me on my cheeks ( sigh why cheeks!) hahhaa like 10 times i think
and he invited me to go taiwan or don't know whr (can't remember) nxt yr
and ya i woke up HHAHAHAA
the story damnnnnn stupid i know hahaha
must be i think too much then got this kind of funny dream hhaaa
but he looked so good in the dream :(
sigh how i wish how i wish! HHAHHA

random

2011-09-14T00:19:00.000-07:00

i happened to look at the photos at my photobooth and i saw these! (there r more but i lazy to upload) hahaha
i almost forgot we took these during jac's chalet lols!
look at all of our silly faces damn funny haha!

This holiday is really like very meh.
just don't have the holiday mood/feel i guess
maybe i'm just worrying too much about too many things that its making me kinda unhappy at times.
really dread for friday to come!!
1st day of work and most imptly results out on that day. D.I.E
oh well..

guess what i'm doing today.. ?
watching Ms Universe hahaha ya i'm bored like that!
Ms Portugal is really pretty!!
and ya i can't believe i'm saying this but i'm kinda addicted to sims fb. have been playing it all day long for the past few days-.- damn

alright i'm gonna do all my bo liao stuff
happy holidays people

shopping list

2011-09-11T01:42:00.000-07:00

becos i'm so so so so so so bored i'm gonna make a shopping list for spain hehehe
and i'm keeping my fingers cross that the trip will nt be cancelled ( if thr's nt enough ppl they will)

1) simple nice leathery material clutch (A4 size)
2) miu miu studded hp pouch (if cheaper over thr)
3) nice wrap arond leather bracelet
4) suede material boots
5) more pleated skirts or dresses!
6) heels
7)blazers!!
8) leather trousers (heard leather stuff thr r like much cheaperrrr)
9) chunky necklaces
10) short straight-cut dresses
11) anything with neon coloursssss
12) chiffon jackets
13) nice fitting jeans
14) bandage skirt
15) anything w galaxy prints

2011-08-30T10:18:00.000-07:00

funny, how i deleted a whole chunk of things i just wrote.
becos when i read back, it was a complete mess
i have no idea what am i talking about
maybe not even words can describe how am i feeling
or maybe i'm not even comfortable writing it out here even thou no one really visit here anymore except i know my good friends
i could use a good listening ear

LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS FULL OF RAINBOW, KISSES AND UNICORNS

2011-08-26T05:20:00.000-07:00

just finished my 1st paper today

and its like shit!

really shouldn't compare ans when u finish paper cos its gonna make u all sad, demoralized and u tend to think a lot

cos anyway whats done is done!

sigh

but anyhow i did compare ans again

and ya ;( ;( ;(

sometimes i just don't know whether all these stress is even worth it

just to up up up ur gpa when it doesn't even guarantee u a place in a uni u wanna go to!

heard of many cases where ppl got 3.8 still kena rejected sigh

anyway i'm far from that so oh well

Adding on to that really have so many problems lately! don't know why ;(

skin problem ( out-breaks like crazy & sensitive skin)

tooth problem (wisdom tooth)

eating problem ( need to jian fei!)

some of the others i don't bother to say really...

this is life i guess...

just have to accept it and deal with it

i always try to tell myself that..

otherwise i can just act crazy roll on the grass stab myself bang the wall

ok i'm kidding

just gonna try to think positive

think positive

i have really been trying to

cos i think i'm a rather pessimistic person

i always like to think as negative as possible

so that when things turns out badly at least badly i won't feel so sad or disappointed

which is somewhat true la hor right? actually?

hahah to a small extend la.

anyways, my 2nd sister is gonna be back from US this sun!!!

wowwwww 3 months nvr see her alrdy omg!

can't wait for her to be back! wanna see what she bought ^^

hopefully she did buy stuff for me! considering i lend her some of my clothes hehehehee!!

i'm gonna study my rbb nw otherwise i'm gonna regret max on thurs 1130a.m hahaha

can't wait for sun! good food good food :D

national day

2011-08-19T11:35:00.000-07:00

finally, finally finally!

we had our threesome date again!

hahhahaha, its been a really long time really!

&& most of all second yr celebrating national day together <3

hehe^^ went to sentosa first, basically just chit chat a bit, catching up on each other life, enjoying the warm sun and watching the volley ball matches.

seriously don't know what am i doing in this pic! hahaa

ermm... smelling her hair?

managed to catch the right angle

then we went on to promenade to catch the fireworks.

gosh that place is crazily packed filled w people!

and here clara goes singing her fav annoying song: black and yellow black and yellow~

(if u know what we mean)

then we literally chiong like a roadrunner after catching the fireworks

HHAAHA cos i had to complete my tns project

it was quite funny really

but we had a gd view this yr just that last yr we managed to watch the fireworks at a more comfortable environment

then i was suggesting maybe we shall catch the fireworks nxt yr at the skypark

spend the whole day thr swimming (ok, i can't swim haha) , tanning, etc

anyway, just 6 more days to my exams for me!
i'm so gonna have to visit starbucks, airport sch v. often HAHAHA
jiayou eveyone!

make it or break it

2011-08-16T10:42:00.000-07:00

so anyway, the august bday bashes are finally over!

oh my god, that period was crazy!

chalets, outing, gatherings, chalets, outing, blah blah blah

good time catching up thou!

& i have so many overdue pics to be posted on but lazy me is procrastinating like mad!

shall do it soon someday maybe hahaa

anyway, exam is just like 9 days away...

totally can't believe how time flies so fast?!

cos it really feels like i just took my mid-sem exam

sian-ness

and this time my exams are scattered over the 3 wks

really double sian-ness

on a more positive note, got back my SM coursework today really unexpected & happy :))

totally just brighten my day man.

sigh, life is so boring now

i'm like a robot doing the same thing over and over and over again

stuffing myself with food everyday, haha

and reality hits u real hard on the face when people start asking u the question on what r u gonna do when u graduate.

i have only one choice? University?

but looking at my grades, sigh.. a bit hard ah for local uni

been thinking abt overseas... sigh i don't know

oh yaaaa

& guess what i haven did any shopping/bought anything for like 1 month + plus!!!

seriously,

i myself can't believe it!!!

HHAHAHAHAHA

cos i'm tryna save money for oct ;)

hehehehe

haven aim on what to buy

needa go research research first!!

can't wait till oct 12 ;)

fly like a bird

2011-07-30T10:47:00.000-07:00

J's dog!
soooooooo cute right!!

honestly, this week has been a blur to me cos i was so busy.
all i could remembered was projects projects projects until i die, sammel birthday & lion king.
and for all that i know, next week is gonna be worse!! presentations, quizzes, job briefing, jac chalet!!
omgggg
and the wk after will be eunice & tjh's chalet
omgoshhhhh really!
but totally can't wait for it, think it's gonna be real fun ;)

anyway there's just so so so many things on my side now, i just really hope everything turns out fine.
cos i don't wanna think a little too much again.
whenever something is worrying me, i tend to choose to think negatively so that i'm won't get so disappointed if things didn't turn out well.

& oh ya i really gotta stop eating!!
just went for steamboat w some of the U4F8 peeps to celebrate sammel's bday, another fatdieme-day
and i gotta stop supper! it's so bad!!!

all you need is to talk it out

2011-07-16T03:14:00.000-07:00

i gave him 2 choices
to choose from

&
now we are back to the chasing part ;)

complicated & confused & sick

2011-07-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

a lot of things have happened during this 2 wks.
& i really don't know who to talk to and how to

i really don't know what i'm thinking
what i'm feeling
and i don't know what u are thinking and feeling too

shouldn't now be the chasing part?
but it feels like we are at the honeymoon part alrdy
this is just making me all confused becos i just blindly let u hold my hand let u hug me when i'm not even rdy.
so, what is that 1 month for?

yes,
you drive me to here and there from sch to home
you bring me to restaurants for meals almost every date
and even wanna buy stuff for me

yes, i may be happy that u willing to splurge to me
but... at the end of the day,
are those things really that impt?

no, feelings and commitment are.

what a feeling

2011-07-10T00:33:00.000-07:00

one month?
what is this?
trial?

i don't know man whether i'm ready honestly

can't eat well
can't slp well
can't think well
can't concentrate well
can't be myself well

this is how much it's bothering me i guess

sigh
sigh
sigh
sigh

what is wrong w me
what is wrong w me
what is wrong w me
what is wrong w me

stop pushing people away ok.

i'm about to lose my mind

2011-07-05T03:29:00.000-07:00

why are you so so so so so so so so so so so so nice to me?

why?

hiax

so afraid of going thru the same old thing again

2011-07-02T08:48:00.000-07:00

how can i not be afraid you tell me?
the pain has long been long
but the scars will always be there.

DAY 1 & 2 AT LOMBOK

2011-06-28T10:08:00.000-07:00

HEYYYA
FIRSTLY, i'm back from lombok!
SECONDLY, i hate SPSS :(

gonna break my post on the trip into parts or else i can blog until the next day also can't finish!

YES I HATE SPSS! OMG WORST THAN EXCEL IMO
urghhhh tedious shit stuff!!
i really really really hope that i can faster clear this project!!

ok, enough of boring school stuffffffffffff
and here's sunny awesome pretty island lombok!

DAY 1

us in the bus otw to our hotel!!
looking real tired!

hotel's lobby

view from our room's balcony :DDD
it's totally awesome esp in the morning!
air is so great and the whole place is so peaceful, you only can hear the birds chipping!

went to this happy cafe to have our supper!
live brand there is pretty good but i prefer timbre's one cos their songs i don't know how to appreciate!

cute logan of theirs!!

dk and wilson

sex on sengigi beach!

hahhaah so cute

not really my kind of drink thou

we ordered california roll but don't know why it doesnt look like california roll at all!

it's HOT

HOT SUSHI

this time eating hot sushi sia

and crispy on the outside

a bit weird...

but actually kinda nice hhHHAHA!

DAY 2

didnt get to take any photos on day 2 cos we spent all day at mataram mall ( the only mall in lombok! omg) revamping the gift shop!

super duper duper tiring i also dunnoe why!

bought some food food to the hotel from the supermart

so tired that we decided to just cook maggie in the hotel instead of going out to eat hahah

And the most unbelievably thing is that we actually slept right after eating which is 7.30 p.m

slept all the way until 6.45a.m

break record liao first time slping so early!!

THINGS HAVE CHANGED, BUT DO YOU EVEN KNOW?

2011-06-12T07:58:00.000-07:00

just painted my nails just now
but made me super frustrated !!
i'm super bad at painting nails i swear! don't know why some of my friends can paint so nicely and evenly
but mine is like crap! $%^%%%$#$%#$
sua! next time i shall just go to the nail bar or whatsoever

HOWEVER! on a brighter note, my dad just told me that he had increased my weekly allowance!! he started increasing just wk alrdy but i didnt notice! HHAHAHAHA so HAPPY ^^
WEEEEEEEEEE :D

anyway this hol is totally packed like sardine , really no air to breathe oh my god.
here's my 'schedule'.

tmr mon 13/6 - 9a.m to sch to dismantle boxes for ocp trip. 1p.m to picnic w U4F8 ( i'm still thinking of what to wear for tmr!!!! )

tue 14/6 - PROJECT MEETING at 11a.m . dinnerz with mr bestie at 7p.m

wed 15/6 - PROJECT MEETING AT 11a.m . dinnerz w queens?

thurs 16/6 - movie marathon!

fri 17/6 - sun 19/6 - CRUISE + KL w mum :DDD

mon 20/6 - sat 25/6 - OCP LOMBOK TRIP :DDD

why hol so short only :( give us a BREAK MAN SIGH

nonetheless, anyway here are some pics of us at haji lane~

2011-05-28T08:11:00.000-07:00

HHHHHHHHEYYYYYYYYYYY

i can literally feel the stress coming in alrdy!!

projects
projects
projects!
so different from last year
working w a grp of totally new diff people
and somehow some part of me become much more competitive
like must be the best of the best

and then HERE IT GOES AGAIN~
HERE COMES THE EXAMS :(
i don't think i have to say a lot about it ba since my response for exams will always be same HAHHAHA

SO ANYWAY STRESS = FOOD OR SHOPPING
and both also AS BAD

and so here i go did some shopping!

AND SUPER TEMPTED TO BUY CAMBRIDGE SATCHEL BAGGGGG SO CHIO!
esp when i read fashionsquad blog!
her cambridge satchel bag SO CHIO
i went to the online store alrdy really really tempted to buy! and can sorta 'engrave' ur own initials on the bag too! COOLNESS like the LV bag HAHHAHA

it cost like 180 - 230$
SHOULD I?!

feel like buying the baggu shabh backpack TOO!
SOOOOOOO CHIO~

source : fashionsquad.com

22 may

2011-05-21T10:25:00.001-07:00

maybe a little harsh
maybe a little bitch
but sorry, just angry and disappointed
and sad

why am i so obsessed with u

2011-05-16T20:44:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOO!

HAD MY TNS STAY LAST WK!
FUN
FUN
FUN
FUN
:D

i like it!! but i was quite homesick!
missed my mum a lot!
i thought it was a rather different experience cos u get to stay with other people who u don't really know
but i guess thats the fun part hahaa!
and a lot of damn funny things happened!
totally epic!!
like how on internationally buffet day not one person in our class brought soap to wash dishes
and the very gentlemanly guys volunteer to buy
but the soap they brought really made us LAUGH at mad!
it's like in a hard paste form
and all of us have no idea how to use it!
HHAHAHA, ok i think i said this like a million times
but i really think damn funny!!!!

OH YA andddddddddd i have my brand new obsession(s) !!

MUSTARD YELLOW!!
MUSTARD YELLOW!!
MUSTARD YELLOW!!

i have always always loved mustard yellow but not obsessed !
NOW everything i see that is mustard yellow in colour i wanna buy!!
i have mustard yellow nails, mustard yellow bags, mustard yellow sandals, mustard yellow tops.
sooooooooooo regret not buying that mustard yellow maxi skirt i saw at the flea!
:((
okkk nvm!!!

AND I AM REALLLLLLY HAPPY!
no no no no not becos thr's no sch today nah nah nah

but BECAUSEEEEEE

i found SELENA GOMEZ TUMBLR
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

(super love this dress!! )

http://sel-gomez.tumblr.com

i'm 90% sure it's her real tumblr!
if not i just got to say this fan of hers is imba!

i just recently got obsessed over her (not in a psycho way hor!), i also dk why!!
just feel that she's a really really good role model, singer, actress and someone i really look up to.
& i seldom feel this way abt any particular artist !

ANYWAY I CAN'T WAIT FOR HER NEW MOVIE TO BE OUT!

MONTE CARLO

source : http://fuckyeahselenagomez.tumblr.com

perfectionist

2011-05-10T00:24:00.000-07:00

sigh
sometimes i'm just too hard on myself

2011-05-04T09:24:00.000-07:00

OMG
absolutely cannot stand all these obnoxious ignorant people
gosh
even if u have high IQ, so what?
ur EQ is low as shit

so whose right whose wrong?

2011-05-03T11:02:00.000-07:00

1) collect cream & facial wash
2) call up poly clinic change appointment for jab
3) collect my pay at en grill
4) check the psea thingy
5) go salon do my hair treatment
6) blogshop

ahhhhhhh SO LAZY TO DO ALL OF THESE
so so so SO LAZY

i really haven been updating in quite a while.
cos sch started!!
yeah real bz last wk althou tutorials only officially started this wk!
thankfully my class seems alright!
althou i don't know a lot of ppl in my class now but think should be alright after a while ba!

i really hope that this sem will zoom past very very uber fast!!!
so fast that it's the oct hol maybe like next month !! ~
becos.... hehehehe i don't wanna say why first
but i'm really super duper excited
actually i'm pretty excited for june too!!
OCP . MAYBE! :)
to lombok!
and it's super cool! cos normally ocp is go thr build hses that kind
but ours is help 2 retail shops revamp their shop and stuff like that
cooooooooooooooolness!!
and also i had the place is bali that kind very relaxing beach area! HHEHEHEHE
hopefully can get cos only got 24 slots

SO HUNGRY NOW AND IT'S BLOODY 1.52A.M and oh ya! did i mention i'm almost home alone .
YA ALMOST
cos my parents went to genting AGAIN.
but sisters at home, but doesn't really make a diff lah
yaa my mum, really salute to her sia, stilll can go genting -.-

anyway YA VERY HUNGRY NOW SIGH
....
i wish thr's

MCD SHAKER FRIES + YUMMY SPICY NUGGETS
WARUKU PASTA , THEIR TOAST THINGY ( since me and ray was talking abt it, thus making me drool )
STARBUCKS!! i wanna try the new frapp flavor!
MAYBE SOME PANCAKES? i don't mind trying the KFC blueberry one!
FRIED RICE!! craving for hans one! the the pretty egg on top :>
BI BIM BAP! omg! i love bi bim bap! i can seriously be a korean! base on my food preference
RAMLY BURGER! i love it when i'm otw to genting and we get to stopover at this place whr thr's no nice food and all i can eat is ramly burger . and i sibei hunger like that! wooooo the eggy!
NUTELLA ! yes feel like eating nutella w bread! the spread must be super thick one Hhhhaha!

right in front of me

ok la, i better stop right here or not i will drool until no more saliva liao!

last wk from hols

2011-04-22T06:18:00.000-07:00

WANNA HEAR GOOD NEWS OR BAD NEWS FIRST?

ok,
good news is like my mum just got discharged from hospital ytd! woohoo!!
she still can joke around
say what she did the operation too many times that she's immune to the pain alrdy. -.-

OKKKKKKK
here's the bad news,
got my new class.... i seriously thought that at least one person in my clique ( consisting of 8 ppl )
confirm die die also will same class as me right?
BUT GUESS WHAT?
NONE
I'M ALLLLLLL ALONE :( OH MY HOLY CRAP
i feel v. scared lah, honestly
super paranoid abt it
i keep thinking what if everyone in my class alrdy have their own clique liao
sigh what the shit :(

thennnnnnnnnnnnn
timetable
SUCKS LIKE DON'T KNOW WHAT SHIT
okkk, partly is becos of tns lahhh
but w/o tns it's still sucky!
cos i end at 6p.m on fri ;((((( sad die me

just got back home!
went out with li today! :D
initial plan was to buy a nice book and sit at some awesome peaceful cafeeeeeee
but we ended up watching movie again!
BUT i totally don't mind
i loveeee going to the cinema ^^
i think i watched like over 5 movies in this 2 wks alrdy..
anyway, watched arthur
damn funny ass show!!!
that was the kind of laugh i needed b4 sch starts!
and the most qiao thing is that we were in the same theater as des
he and his friends were like 2 rows ahead of us only~

2011-04-17T07:11:00.001-07:00

don't wanna stay at home
otherwise i will think too much.

negative

2011-04-15T10:36:00.000-07:00

if eating chocolates makes u feel better, do it. forget abt the sinfulness.

if shopping makes u feel better, do it. forget abt the money problem.

if thrashing out ur thoughts makes u feel better, do it. forget abt how people judge.

if chasing what you want makes u feel better, do it. forget abt the WHAT IF. what if i were to regret

2011-04-13T23:20:00.000-07:00

i hate it when u have to worry about the 100 possible things that they could happen.

sianzzzzzz :(

2011-04-10T08:04:00.000-07:00

wow how nice,
there's like $200 ++ (inclusive of this wk's allowance) in my freaking bank account
yucksssss this sucks lah, how am i gonna go shopping w 200+ :((((
i seriously really really need to go shopping for new sch clothes
siannnnnnnnn
why can't my pay reach earlier!!!!
like just 1 or 2 wks earlier and i will i will be maybe 300 ++ dollars richer for shopping :(
suckssssssssssssss

talking abt ibanking
i had the most embarrassing first online shopping experience ever
cos my ibanking ID is a super lame and bimbotic ID
sooooo yknow when u transfer $ to blogshop,
they will ask for ur ibanking nick, i thought they were asking for ibanking ID ( the super bimobtic one)
then the blogshop replied me w a laugh, saying : '' hahahaha, your ibanking nick is blahblah, not blahblah''

and fyi!!! the super bimbotic ID came from my dad!!
he always come out w lame password or ID for me one sia!
like my previous msn pw is loyang -.-
and the funny thing is i kept this pw until like last yr -.-

how my days are spent

2011-04-06T11:07:00.000-07:00

omg, this week was super hectic,

nearly died

gonna start off w tue first.

and you will be able to see a huge difference on my face

it ballooned bigger and bigger, and more and more cui

:((

gonna start dieting tmr i swear

TUE 29/3

so damn sad!! cos my cross necklace broke...zzz

WED, THURS, FRI

WORK WORK WORK WORK :(

SAT 2/4

HEADED TO FLEA @ SCAPE W AH LI!!

bought a couple of rings!! all damn cheap sia!

the 3 rings above are li's one

the 3 rings below are mine

:))

met eunice, deb, tjh, melvin, des at vivo to watch voyage de lavie

had free tixs from eunice :D

before that ate at thai accent

i like it!!! (Y) SUPER SPICY!!

AND THE FREAKING MENU IS HOT PINK & BLACK (Y)

HAHAHAHA~

quite reasonable also

too bad we couldn't get the window seats :(

SUN 3/4

BOWLING W YILIN, CHERIE, HUILING

super super super super duper long time since we all met up together!

stupid pig still late!

and dinner w family at pui tien

i at like 10$ worth of yogurt HAHAHHA

my sister treat hehehehee

MON 4/4-5/4

U4F8 CHALET :D

love the effect~ :)

jumpshot in the pool!

while waiting for the BBQ wholesaler food to come~~~

robbed?

WED 5/4

sam's bday!!

this is the day i nearly died otw home

nearly puked and faint while on the bus home..

it was so so so so terrible

but other than that the whole night w them was GREAT :D

BIRTHDAY GIRL ;)

WENT TO OUR WORK PLACE TO HAVE DINNER

ANDDDDD SO HAPPY YET PS

cos manager gave us 30% off, free drinks, 2-3 free dishes, free cake

and the total bill total 40$ for 3 person!

i was so so so so so so so so damn shocked when i saw the bill

so nice of them :)

basically we ton the whole night out

met at around 6.30p.m

our initial plan was to go to players,

but when we reached thr.. like got no feel sia

so we decided to change restaurant

it was actually kinda awkward! hahaah

but quite funny!

cos we were sitting at dining area so the chef can see us

and the chef all love to di siao me

so when we were eating, they kept looking at us

then the table beside us was saying: " lols, so funny, the chef are all looking at us "

HAHHAHAHA

went to somerset afterwards! decided to catch a midnight movie, faster at 1.50a.m

and the remaining few hrs at mac or walking around orchard hahaha

i think we spent like at least 4 hrs sitting at mac w/o buying any food until 5a.m

thats why the indian guy in mac like super bu shuang w us

hahahaha

then we all ordered mac breakfast, and usual me ask for maple syrup

then he was like don't have don't have

then i was like HUH

thinking in my heart how can thr not be maple syrup in mcdonalds ?!?

but the gave me the maple syrup in the end

but don't know why he so stun!

i'm not the first person who love maple syrup w ur hash brown leh!

pretty frightening too cos like around 3a.m thr was like police buying mcdonalds

then we were like okkk stay calm stay calm

don't know why it took them freaking long to buy their food!

think got 15 mins...

damn tired after i came home!

slept 3 times today!

although i always feel like slping is super reductant

but w/o slp really v. xin ku!

bth!!

gonna slp now soon too!

2011-04-03T19:06:00.000-07:00

hi hi hi hi hi
haven updated in quite a few days
this week is pack like sardine
i couldn't even breathe!
off to chalet in a few hrsss
weeeeeeeeee so excited :DDD
and sam's bday celebration the day after tmr
gonna have a major update post when i'm back! :)))))

MY CURRENT OBSESSION

2011-03-28T10:49:00.000-07:00

SECRET GARDEN!!!

MAKE ME LITERALLY LAUGH OUT LOUD

THIS SHOW IS SO DAMN CUTE AND FUNNY

EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH IT <3

fav scene! <3

(ahiya the pic didnt move! what he did was kiss her cos thr wasn't tissue to wipe off the cream on the lips. how romantic can! )

know why i know to watch drama like this?

cos things like this for nvr happen in real life

so it gives ppl a good start to dream abt things that would never happen/

seriously, which guy will tell u things like since you don't want to be my little mermaid, i shall be ur little mermaid. i will be the one hanging on to you.

and the point is saying it in a non-chessy way.

in the show i'm like awwwwwwwww.. so sweet, how i wish someone said something like that to me.

but irl, i will be god, how cheesy can u get seriously. (roll eyes)

once bitten twice shy

how could i not be?

seriously....

i am just so over these kinda shit

#hatemessaging #hatesmsing #hatemessaging #hatesmsing

it's so misleading

misleads one another

next time, i will pick up some courage and go straight to the point

to save everyone's misery.

window shopping at sephora

2011-03-27T10:19:00.000-07:00

This is kinda dumb but i went to sephora.com out of boredom and decided on what i will buy when i got money.
yes is really shows how freaking bored i am
and the dumber thing is... i don't know whr to note down the stuff so i wrote it here...
if i wrote it on paper i will lose it, if i type it on stickee on lappy i will forget.. yeah so here
cos i guess i wouldn't forget hahaha

1)urban decay All Nighter Long-Lasting Makeup Setting Spray
2) urban decay Urban Ammo Eye Palette (maybe?)
3) benefit high beam (must buy i guess?) - 4.5/5 totally tempting me to buy
4) benefit eye bright (must buy) - the reviews are good! and i really really need something that would brighten up my eyes
5) clinique brush-on cream liner - friend told me clinique's eye liner is really nt bad
6) Lancome EFFACERNES Waterproof Protective Undereye Concealer
7) make up forever HD invisible cover foundation ( must must buy!) - sam told me abt this, went to see the reviews and omg the reviews are damn good! some say better than mac even.
8) bare minerals primer (maybe) - one my fav brands ever since my sis introduced to me. thought of quitting bb cream and try this soon

omg, i'm totally gonna like spend my whole salary on make-up.. no no no no
stop me pls
am nt gonna buy all. maybe just SOME

WHAT A 'FUN' SHOPPING DAY I SHALL SAY~

kiss and tell

2011-03-26T00:04:00.000-07:00

urghhhhhhh
tell me why is everyone going overseas this hol except like me me me me me
why is eveyone going to bkk!
so sad:( i wanna go too
someone pack me in their luggage pretty pls
HHAHAHAAHA

have been v. pretty much busy this whole hol i doubt my parents really see me at home
when i'm at home they are at work.
when they are at home, i'm at work hahaa
otherwise i'm out w friends..
nvm, i decided that since i have nth on this hol ( no overseas trip or studying to do)
then i shall just work and spend everything away lols!

surprisingly, i'm home today. was supposed to celebrate sam's early bday but it got canceled
my dear sam was so disappointed :(
then was supposed to go out w mr kong but he going out w his bunk mates ask me tag along. that ass.
i feel ps soooooo i reject and another plan got canceled
:(:(
wanna start the stupid survey today but damn lazyyyyyy ah... someone kick my ass pls

easy breezy :)

2011-03-19T00:29:00.000-07:00

this was on thurs!!
i was on leave!
so li, eunice & i went on our little date hahhaaaaa

went to bugis street walk walk but... no feel to shop sia
yes u are not hearing wrongly, i'm saying NO FEEL TO SHOP
hhahhahaa

so we went to haji lane
and it was a super duper WRONG CHOICE
COS I BOUGHT A FREAKING 72 $ BAG
BUT IT IS DAMNNNNNNNNNNNN CHIO
IT'S MUSTARD YELLOWWWWW
:DDD

slap myself ah! here goes my 2 days pay!

our all-time fav little shop

niceeee little cafe to chill out!

wanna try the icecream nxt time

it looks damn (Y) !!!

omg the pics took so long to upload that i forgotten what i was gonna type out alrdy -.-
anywayyyyyyy
got back my results
is not fantastic but i'm v. much v. contented alrdy!!
cos i hit my target! :D
gpa hit 3
3.08 :)
gonna continue working harder harder even harder nxt yr!

work work work ytd was so so so so so much better
it was so bz that time pass so fast!
and thank god got sam! have so much safer hahaaa
the ppl are are so god damn nice!!
except for one bitch! >:(
she better don't agitate me or she will die!
yuckssss really don't like her ttm
nxt time when i'm no longer working thr i gonna go back and show her that she shouldn't be so rude to laoniang ok!
tsk

HHAHAHAA

okkk imma go nua my day off! :D

Pray a little harder

2011-03-15T12:43:00.000-07:00

spent out day at ah li's hse today!

i was supposed to reach her hse by like 1p.m

but i end up reaching at 3 p.m

omg, screw my body clock seriously

i'm like so dead when sch reopens

was really a little down today,

thankfully the fun games cheered me up a bit

know why we are drinking sparkling juice so happily ?

cos sparkling juice instead of alcohol makes my dear friends high

hahahaha

speaking of alcohol, i really need some...

on thurs.... yes

when we i get back my results

it will determine my purpose for the need to drink

the tai tai men playing mahjong...
didn't play much mj today
no feel to play mj
mj is like that once u stop playing for quite a long time, u lose the feel to play it

get rdy for some action ~~~

work tmrrrrrr omg dread dread dread dread

i just can't stop complaining

now i finally unds how my parents feel when they have to go work everyday, doing the same shit thing

it's not that i hate this job or anything or that its damn hard to do or damn stress or the ppl damn bitchy

no lehhh.... it's just that it's not as fun as the other jobs i worked & 1st non-event job i worked..

ahiyaaaa maybe i'm just lazy and finding excuses lolsssss

i don't know

i feel damn nua this hol

i just wanna lie down on a patch of big greeny green grass

and watch the kites entangle w one another in the sky

and slp eat slp eat slp eat

speaking of eating

omg i have been eating supper like craze these few days

sinful die me lah!

need lose some weight

2011-03-13T10:55:00.001-07:00

CONTRADICTING

2011-03-09T23:28:00.000-08:00

LIFE IS A CONTRADICTING BITCH

MAYBE I'M A CONTRADICTING BITCH.

hahahaaha.
it's like when i go out everyday, i will be like huh... i like haven rest one day at home to slack leh
but when here i am slacking at home, i will go HUH siann... i should have gone out

and the same theory applies to a particular friend
hahahaa, opps i feel so bad for my friend
but sometimes when i talk to my that friend i feel so annoyed w him
like... urgh i will be urghhh not talk to u forever lah k annoyed
but afterthat i will be like shit, i think i kinda miss my friend leh
ok text him go out talk cock eat lots

anyway ya, i didn't realised that our hol only started for 1 wk!
1 wk 1 wk only leh oh my god
feels like a month alrdy.
i have no idea what i wanna do this hol. go out everyday? kinda like what i'm doing
but no $ alrdy!!
i have no idea whats wrong w me i just pushed away 2 jobs!
but nvm! going for a interview ltr~~
i must stop being so damnit lazy.

unexpected

2011-03-02T06:37:00.000-08:00

i'm done with my last paper today!!!

YES I SMELL SWEET FREEDOM :D

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
but the thing is that I FEEL SO FREAKING BORED NOW :(

i made a wasted trip to dr chan ...
but while on the bus i thought of so many things a millions things haha
probably i was bored..
i like to of the impossibles on buses...
ok maybe not the impossibles but things that i probably could figure out
like today i thought about why do things i expect to happen doesn't happen
in turn things that i would have never ever never ever never ever expect to happen actually happen
pretty random thought huh?
like what ppl say wait for the unexpected...

unexpected?
interesting. maybe?

ohhhhhh yaaaaaaaa

to end off this super random post
go listen to 3 songs! son of a gun , white nights and wolf and i all by oh land! if u haven listened to.
my fav singer currently! damnit she so freaking good so in love w her
and oh land is like her real name, so cute sia!
damnit i love danish ppl nowwwwwwwwww
the accent <3 and vibe she gives off woooooolala

and oh ya so in love with pretty little liarsssssssssss!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ :)

exams

2011-02-27T07:48:00.000-08:00

i want this exam to end so badly cos i have not rest since the sem started

it's been projects projects projects projects

work work work work work work

then exams exams exams exams

wtsssss

so exhausted :(

shall update again after exams which is on 2 MARCH :D

cos obviously i have nth to update on now since i have been going out WITH MY BOOKS ONLY

so yaaaaaaaa

i'm just gonna going doing my biz stats as for now :(

HAPPY BDAYYYYYYY JX!

2011-02-20T11:28:00.000-08:00

( ps for the bad quality and forgot to rotate!)

okkkkk just b4 i forget to post this again!

although it's tedious shit....

but i guess i will nvr really get to do this again:(

am gonna miss doing this....

JX BDAYYYYYYY

basically we went for bowling and to sam's hse for steamboat~

i got last in place for bowling :((

damnn embarrassing!

cos our score are like 50, 60, 70, 80 plus

when the ppl beside us are 160,170,175

HAHHAH

i was super amazed by their bowling style

damnnn sweeeee

first time see jx's eye open so big when taking pic! hhaha!

hope he don't see this he will kill me!

am sooooo tired now cos it's 3.23 am so not gonna type anything much

but just to sum it up

it's was amazingly simple yet fun and memorable!
really do hope we can and we will still do this nxt sem
i really don't dare to think abt the class thing
i really shouldn't shouldn't i know!
but sometimes can't help it :(

anyway dressypixie's accessories collection is out.
do visit dressypixie.livejournal.com

thanks :D

puzzle

2011-02-19T07:09:00.000-08:00

DO YOU FEEL LIKE U ARE SO DAMN FREAKING HAPPY
BUT
JUST THAT

SOMETHING ,

JUST

SOMETHING,

ONE

THING,

IS

MISSING

LIKE A MISSING PIECE OF PUZZLE

BUT U JUST CAN'T FIGURE OUT.....

V'DAY

2011-02-15T10:16:00.000-08:00

Don't laugh at me, but sometimes, in fact always i have this silly thinking. when i look at pics of my close friends with their own friends, i kinda will get a little jealous. i will be like last time on this day, the face is actually me one leh, how come become someone else liao :(

hahhahahaaahaha...

but when i think about it, it's the same for them too lah cos i'm also in pics with diff friends too~

oh well......

SOOOOOOOO THIS YEAR V'DAY, who did i spend it with?????

.....
.....
....
.....
....

to be specific....

dr chan, eunice, liting, comm skill, ms pauline -.- , sam, clara

HAHAAHAHAHAHA~

yaaaaaaaaaa.. 1st stop i went to visit my all-time trust-worthy doctor who went on a 12 days cny break! -.-
ya cos my skin got rashes again... damn it why is my skin so bad :((
have to eat pills again :( sighhh

then went to meet dear eunice and li. i surprised them with daisies !
haha~~ we wanted to have our fav thai food at kovan but the queue sibei long and the weather sibei hot :(

so we proceed to xin wang! eat drink and talk cock~~

and then afterwards we cab to sch! me and li managed to drag eunice to TP! hahhaha i think our skills damn good, we always managed to persuade her ~~ hahaha!
oh ya did i mention how sinful i was on that day, must slap myself. i cab 4 TIMES on that day! 1st to dr chan, 2nd to sch, and 3rd to airport and 4th home.
slap me slap me slap me
LOLS

walked around the eng sch no shuai ge, biz sch also don't have sigh...
so SAD!!! why like this!!
but nvm eunice went to crash my lect HHAHAHA~~
and then now that eunice and clara have met, i realised they are both as bitchy!
TSK I LIKE (Y)
HAHHAHA! but useless lor this lect nth went into my head:((( die liao damn scared :(

then comm skills test. the pauline damn what lor! GL ME. i ask question she also don't wanna ans me. so bad mood for what?! :(((
tskkkkkk! but anyway, luckily i managed to finish in time cos got damn lots of things to write, i seriously thought i can't finish the paper.
but anyhow it's over whatever~

Happily... the three hungry girls went out to get a cab. BUT IT TOOK US 20 MINS. WTHHHH :(
so hungryy :( even call cab also no use sia! all nvr pick up or bz. we tried all the cab hotlines. ALL FAIL SIA! luckily in the end got one cab! tskkkk... so we cab to airport to have our all-time fav ASTONS! :D

i think my stomach expanded liao :( cos i actually am not satisfied at all !
luckily swensens 24 hour! we went to get out ICECREAM :D

HAPPYYYYYY :)))
HAPPPYYYYYYYYYY :))
HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY :)

i just realised something!
i spent 17 times of my valentines being single and with my friends!
ok i made myself sound pathetic but nooooooo~~
i'mmmmm really happy~~

i kinda miss valentines day in sec sch too :(
i remember excited everyone was, bringing big paper bags with gifts in it, rdy to give out like a santa clause. awwwwwwwww~
i guess i would nvr be able to do that ever again and nvr be able to have that feel back again.

but oh well at least i enjoyed my day with myyyyy hot babesssss!
i got no hot dude but i got my hot babes! <3

ROLLING IN THE DEEP

2011-02-12T11:06:00.000-08:00

i'm the kind who gets very sensitive towards what my friends say because i really do care about what they think whereas for people i'm not close to, i really learn to not give a damn alrdy.

This friendship is on the tip of the iceberg.

maybe it's me being over-sensitive or you and your stupid sucky attitude

or maybe it's both

but i'm getting so annoyed with you these days

everytime i talked to you, i will get angry at a rate of almost 90%.

You can never mix Friendship with other special feelings in.

it's will just turn bad and sour.

especially for someone like me.

Thats the reason why i was so afraid that you are ask me The Question but in the end u still did

despite me giving so many hints that you shouldn't

and as expected, things got bad from there.

because so sorry but i know i'm like that

i can't just let go of this funny awkward feeling there.

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I'm back from CNY reunion dinner with U4F8 and cw clique.
goshh can't believe i ate so much
and yet am still feeling hungry now! what the hell :(
i really really wonder how big my stomach is!
i love going out on saturdays cos it's really a day i can just put down everything on my head for a while hours, dress nicely and enjoy myself for a few hours.
but i know when i'm back from it's back to reality
i have to start thinking of my cds, how how how what colour should i mix with this and that
how to create texture to the designs blahblah.
have to start studying on my comm skill summative test on mon which is v'day day wth...
have to start preparing for my cs presentation on thurs
and finalllllllllll examinations
d.i.e really d.i.e haven even started studying at all

but
but
but
i'm gonna try get my priorities right from now onnnnnn
family, friends, studies, blogshop, $

anyway dressypixie accessorize preorder collection is coming up!
i'm glad our business is getting better and better, ( tks for the support ppl! :DD)
but sighh reallly don't have the time
but am gonna organise my time better from now on!

and i am gonna update on this space more often
because i really feel a lot better saying out how i feel here

YOU WOULD BE SEEING A LOT OF MY FACES

2011-02-11T11:57:00.000-08:00

thats my owl earring!!
i love it maxxxxxx i can wear it everyday!!
HAHAHAHAHA

in love with this korean show called pasta~
go watch go watch everyone!!

TUNING

2011-02-07T06:04:00.000-08:00

For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others: for attractive lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone. - Audrey Hepburn

A morning so hard to be awaken. A afternoon to stare at and a chilly night to begin with.

WONDERLAND

2011-02-06T09:10:00.000-08:00

my gambling luck sucks max this yr:(
lost in MJ, BJ AND POKER :(
oh well this cny is a real bore to me
other than yummy reunion food and dressing up for cny
the rest is zzzzzz
and beside i'm not close to any of cousins or uncle, auntie at all
so i kinda find these gatherings awkward

i spent the the last few days watching meteor garden
hahaha damn old school show but i love it
i can watch it like a million zillion times but nvr get tired of it hahaha
probably because it's every girl's dream to have a boyfriend like dao ming shi
although he always scold shan cai stupid woman
but the things he did for her really damn sweet.
and after watching meteor garden
i realised something
i don't longer think abt that someone anymore
and i'm glad i did not make that decision of saying yes to a stupid qns
and i'm glad that history is not repeating itself.

it's funny how i previously typed a whole chunk of stuff saying how i felt like i kinda need a guy for some reasons
esp this year
but i deleted the whole thing
cos after typing i came to realised something
it's really stupid
one of the reasons even include hoping others will move on
i realised that it's really damn bad & selfish and
yes the right one is worth the wait
so what for i think so much?
hahaha silly me

oh god it's only barely mon and i'm thinking abt fri alrdy :(

2011-02-05T04:27:00.000-08:00

ALL TIME FAVS

ONE TREE HILL

GOSSIP GIRL

90210

HIMYM

METEOR GARDEN

SUMMER DESIRE

COFFEE PRINCE

PLAYFUL KISS

I AM NOT A SHOPAHOLIC, I JUST ENJOY COLLECTING RECEIPTS :)

2011-01-30T04:26:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD
YES
OH MY GOD CRAZY WEEK
i reallly came to realised how 24 hrs a day is totally not enough

where got enough time to eat, shop, do project, go sch and slp all in a dayyyyyyyyy!

nevertheless, i still did lots of shopping!!
hahhaa in fact i bought too much for CNY
toooooooo much!
HAHHA

what i bought :

clothes: 2 mid maxi dresses from bugis, 1 tunic top from loveandbravery (hopefully it comes b4 CNY!!) , 1 leather insert skirt + 1 white high waist shorts from Gmarket, 1 sheer jeweled dress from Bysi, 1 dress from FEP

bags: 1 from Gmarket

Shoes: 1 brown wedges + 1 sandal from JB, 1 sandal from FEP

accessories: red feather long earrings from diva, owl earrings from topshop, leopard print headband drom diva, rings: countless

can't wait for nxt wk!!
cos it's a super short week!
and i may be getting what i want on mon ( when i get it then i show everyone ok^^ hahah~ :) )
and CNY?
hmmmm idkkkkkkk mannnnnnnn

JAN

2011-01-24T03:42:00.000-08:00

THIS JAN IS ROCKY, SUCKY,YUCKY, DEPRESSING, A BASTARD, SURPRISING, UNBELIEVABLE, FULL OF THOUGHTS, A LEARNING JOURNEY

THIS JAN, i understand the feeling.
for the first time of my life, i understand the feeling of being hurt.

THIS JAN, i lost my freaking thumbdrive
when the aunty specially reminded me to remember to take it!
but thankfully i found it back @ the printing shop

THIS JAN, i lost my wallet
with my ATM net, ezlink card, student card & 200 plus bucks
thankfully i found it back! and so qiao that the smrt staff who picked up my wallet is my friend's friend
ya lah who is consider my friend too i guess since we know each other hahaha

This JAN, i went to USS
and it was great <3
i love it!

THIS JAN, i became closer to a lot of people but drifted from others too

THS JAN, someone who is attached ask me whether i wanna be his fling.
YES, IKR......... ( don't ask me who is it thou )
don't understand sia why come flirt with me and ask me this kind of qns when u have a girlf.
pls lah don't hurt ur girl if u love her

SOO WHAT DO U THINK? MY LIFE SUCKS? maybe?

Move along

2011-01-19T05:49:00.000-08:00

( hahhaa i just realised johnny is in the bg! hhaaha~)

i still have scenes in my head playing on and on and on and on and on and on.
although they ain't the right scenes
but at least things are on the right pace now.

i detach from my emo period officially
cos i i change my stupid sad fb dp... HHAHA~

SM;)E, COS IT IS THE MEST MAKE-UP :)

although my tumblr may sound a little angry and piss at times
but.... i'm cutting down on it~
taking one step at a time

anyway so hows my day today?????
it was greattttt man :D
hahha and guilty guilty so damn guilty sinful
firstly, early in the morning in the mrt i was seating at the reserved seat ( bo bian)
then this lady board the train and was standing in front of me
she was wearing this blue tunic top, stomach a bit big
but i'm not sure is she pregnant or fat
AHHHH! then i keep looking at her stomach
and think damn hard
should i give up my seat?
if i give up and she's not pregnant that is damn insulting but if i don't and she's pregnant i'm like damn bad!!
by the time i think finish,, someone gave up their seat alrdy.
and then shit i felt soooooooooo guilty..
ahhh wts! i don't have sit reserved seat liao la so stressful!

ohhh ya i went JB :)
feels great to just skip school put down everything and go have fun for just one day~
wasn't a very fruitful trip bought 1 heels + 1 sandals only
cny clothing still not done yet!
dieeeeeee! gonna do last min shopping on sat!

18TH BIRTHDAYSSSSSSS !!

2011-01-15T22:19:00.000-08:00

DES

first stop : zoooooooooo!

wowwwww...
it's been like i think 3 yrs since i went to zoo?
still remembered the last time i went was on my birthday hhaha~
and this time was for des early bday!
nth much change though i guess so... haha!
still remembered i managed to cheat my way thru, paying kids price but now can't liao!

hahhahaa!

then nxt stop: pit stop cafe!

we took a cab from the zoo
seriously i getting a habit to cab cab cab everywhr i go :(
needa kick off this habit or find a guy who can drive me everywhr :)

we took a super long time to find it!!
i think we went a whole big round-.-
hhaaaha
which explains in the pic from ah li action

tadah! pit stop cafe!

the place is really really cozy!
they have pics all over the wall of previous customers!

they have cute heart shape pillows <3
to hug with when playing games!

FOOD TIME!

the food is really not bad and quite reasonable!
but part of my chicken wasn't fully cooked :(
so they gave me a new plate but i requested for fries instead :>

GAMESSSSS

had 2 hrs of gaming~

JENGA!

stress ah!!

love this monkey game!!

hhahaa

while they played game of life!~

photo credits: tjh
pit stop cafe credits to deb

HOPE

2011-01-14T08:47:00.000-08:00

you stop expecting but
you will always be hoping.
deep down your heart.

events and events after another
how to feel happy like this?

fml
feb 2011
u better be so good
&
i
wlll
forgive u for jan 2011

blame no one, blame urself

2011-01-13T09:13:00.000-08:00

thankyouuuuuu my friends.

no matter close or not close.

thanks for the words of encouragement

thanks for the consolation.

i feel so much better

in fact i feel good these few days.

forgetting all the sad things

i realised that eventually no matter what the problem is u urself are the only one who can overcome the it urself. it is the best way.

it is not always easy.

but if u try and

make urself not be stuck in the situation

( is like if u are sad, and u constantly put urself in a sad mood, u will never gonna escape from it)

jan 2011 has not been a very good month

i have seen so many sad faces around

so many sad tweets

so many sad status

so many break downs

so i just hope that to all my other friends, in fact everyone who are feeling down recently, cheer up :)

it's always good to talk to others about it

don't bottle it up, cos it's gonna hurt you more

so tmr is fri!

gonna meet eunice girl after class end for starbucks and chit chat yays ^^

and dinner together w ah li! thai food.

life is getting better it is it will.

like i said

2011-01-11T04:35:00.000-08:00

i initiated today
and didn't regret it
becos i really came to face the fact that
it's really just another fling
i'm supposed to get over it girl

& today is the first time i cried about this
it was a tear on my right eye.
and immediately after this tear rolled down my cheeks i wipe it away , telling myself......
i'm gonna be strong
this will be the first and last time tearing over this
and in fact today will be the last day i'm gonna be sad over this
at least i'm gonna try

i just want me to be back soon
i don't feel like myself anymore
i used to be happy positive determined

and recently
just nth seems to be able to lift me up
i have been pretending that i'm happy
maybe
only going to sch & seeing my friends are the only time that can make me forget about everything for a while.
but apparently me faking seeems to be failing badly
even such a ordinary ordinary friend can come to me, asking whether am i ok?

i just don't know what to look forward to.
last sem 1.1 and b4 this hol, i had this strong determination to force myself to work hard thru poly
but right now i just can't
i just can't seem to push myself
i just can't seem to see the purpose in doing so anymore

feeling so awfully down
somtimes even about nth
life just seem so pointless right now

so many things in my head
i just wanna fall sick in bed for one week
so that i can sleep like i haven been
stop thinking
and starting dreaming all i want

relationship to me are starting to disappoint me
i start to wonder if i'm really ever gonna meet the one
falling for the bad ones
and pushing away the good ones
actually maybe i'm the one to be blame

i'm just really really really feeling so sick to be constantly feeling like this, always having to feel like this
and seeing how so many of my friends are feeling the way i do...
makes me feel even more sad

hopefully this will the last time i'm writing about this
which would have shown
i'm over it.

sick and tired

2011-01-04T09:25:00.000-08:00

today is the 2nd time someone said to me
you just don't understand
(when i ask them what happen? you can tell me abt it)

and that feeling suck.

you pick the wrong girl to play with

2011-01-01T12:08:00.000-08:00

sometimes you just got to play it the hard way
so that people will wake up
and realised that nth is easy to get
people like this are actually really stupid
thr's the easy way out yet they choose to take the maze

it's 2011, oh well

2010-12-31T13:23:00.000-08:00

it's 5a.m now!!

i'm back home from countdown just now

at mbs~

the fireworks was great

the company was great

it was great

i love todayyyyyyyyyy

even though we meet at like 1p.m in the afternoon and parted at 1a.m midnight

i didn't feel tired at all

i felt happpppppyy

to be spending yet another brand new whole yr with my dear friends

i don't know man somehow i always think a lot at this kind of timing.... like midnight

i feel so annoyed with myself that ytd i actually typed a whole chunk of things about my feelings yet didn't have the courage to blog abt it...

i don't know man what am i afraid of?

just like why am i afraid of my own feelings

only time will reveal the truth

but i always tend to like the far away untouchable guys

who maybe either don't give a damn about being serious at all or attached kind

yet those who are willing to love me unconditionally

i reject them

i dunnoe man it kinda sucks

honestly, i'm just really afraid i'm gonna get hurt

for 2011

i hope.....

to get a gpa of 3.0 and above

to be a good daughter and sister

to be a better friend

to not be so vulgar ( yeah i became quite vulgar in 2010 :( )

to maintain my friendships with u4f8 & queens & bgf even if we are separated

to save more money

to have better skin and hair

to love and to be loved

we talked about 18 bdays todayyyyy

i'm really kinda excited for everyone's 18 bday and myself one

hhhahaha~

i'm gonna try my best to do something special for all of their 18 bday :)

i hate this part right here

2010-12-29T11:14:00.000-08:00

spent my afternoon working today!

at adam khoo learning technologies group

i can memorise this sentence really damn well alrdy cos

my job is receptionist and thats what i have to say when i pick up the phone

to sum up, this job is SLACK TTM

out of the 4 working hours, i spent 3 hours on my iphone playing games

not becos thr's no calls but becos the other experienced receptionist will handle all the calls

only when thr's a 2nd call do i pick up the phone

HHAHAHAHHA

easy job i like!

so bored so i camwhore a bit

nobody to camwhore with cos i did it when the other receptionist went for lunch

so the pics are all me me me! hahhha

tried the new hola app i download on my iphone

super duper close up shot!

i feel that i really learn a lot working all these part time jobs

get to see all sorts of ppl

get to hear all sorts of story

like today, the experienced receptionist was telling me about her story

i shall keep her story private

but after listening to her life story, i realised how lucky i am

really how lucky i am

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fullstop

2010-12-28T07:16:00.000-08:00

i have fallen into the same old trap.

my friend told me to be cold and indifferent
but somehow i just CAN'T
I JUST CAN'T
CAN'T
CAN'T
CAN'T
CAN'T

i should just end this stupid meaningless stupid son of a bitch game

HO HO HO HO HO

2010-12-23T08:08:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

IT'S THE EVE OF XMAS EVE!!

hahahhahahaha~
feeling kinda happy now

just ended my 3 days loreal job at suntec !!
the sale is totally crazy crazy crazy!!

loreal makeup remover ( which is damn good i use it ) is selling at 2 for $10thr!!!!!!!

those kind of night cream retailing at 39.90 is selling at $10!!! ( and the manufacturing is 2010~ not expiring kind)

damn worth it!! i regret not buying more stuff ytd!! hahaha!

and also i kinda miss the job
cos it's really damn fun and slack lah!
it's damn easy money!!

funny thing is 90% of the promotors are damn TP...
haha mini TP sia...

anyway......
went back to my lovely school today hahhaa
to do project and xmas exchange

GUESS WHAT DID I GET ??? :DDD
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TADAH!

i'm lazy to flip the picture

so kindly turn ya head :D hehehe

i'm happpy like a g6 now so i'm gonna spam pics of myself
hahhaa
can skip can skip!

timbre tmr again for xmas eve~
haha

don't chu love the yellow little thing!

2010-12-18T10:21:00.000-08:00

it's 2.06a.m of 19 dec!!
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR RARA :D
LOVE YA <33

hhahahahahahahahha
am making her prezzie now
excited for tmr!
www + timbre
:DDDDD

anyway oh ya examssssss are overrrrrr!
woohoo woohooo!
however,
it's gonna be a veryvery very very packed hol :(
not enough!!

here it goes~
tmr : (19dec) clara's bday celebration
20-22 : working for loreal at suntec convention
23: project discusion + xmas xchange
24: xmas celebration at timbre
25: relative's hse?
26 on wards : UNPLANNED!

hhhahhhahaha

i'm prob crazy and just tired of being alone.

2010-12-17T06:51:00.000-08:00

my friend told me this:

i decided that if someone doesn't want to make a effort then u know what forget it, it's ok

nervous anxious anything but smiley

2010-12-11T20:49:00.000-08:00

hey ya hey yo hey yo

sigh

tmr is day 1 of exams....
got this urge to scold a lot of vulgarities at myself cos i haven prepare much of a shit
i have so many million things to do and so many million things on my head

studies, friends, money, boys

typical 17 yr old problems haunting me down

i need this exam to be over and soon
and hols to come
and maybe things will get better

ANYWAY
ok enough of my sad stuff

i'm about to finish my cds piece!
my 5 designs and mood board everything
submission date is on thurs!
drawn all my designs now left colouring!
i'm really so damn excited about the final product
i think ppl must be thinking why am i so excited abt just a stupid cds assignment
but this assignment is = to my exam
and if u know me well, u should know that i really love fashion a lot
and what i actually really wanted to do was apparel design

anyway i will post the look on my blog when i'm done :D

and oh ya i wanna share this interesting bidding website
www.crazybid.sg

it's a damn clever website!!!
it's a bidding website that doesnt go by highest bid but by time

every bid is 50cents
and everytime u bid it increases the price by 2cents
however everytime u bid, the time goes up by 15 sec
so if ya really lucky and skillful,
u can get a macbk for $3
but someone got it!!
i forgot the person got it for 3 or 5 dollars but whatever its so crazily cheap

gonna study now~

can u get the message?

2010-12-06T03:16:00.000-08:00

i feel like i'm doing something so wrong so wrong so wrong
this is a game?
or are we doing it for real?

all from www.weheartit.com

10 things

2010-12-03T21:04:00.000-08:00

1 more wk to study
2 times with the same question
3 more season of himym
4 complicated ppl stuck in a circle
5 designs to crack my head on
6 mins of awkward silence
7 dollars for a fav cup of starbucks drink
8 is the no. i need to get myself lucky with
9 more days to mid-term exams!
10 years later

what do you think will happen?

blow blow

2010-11-26T00:42:00.000-08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyloooooooooo

rustyyyy blog

ok, my life is really pretty damn boring..

i got nth to blog abt sia :(

shall blog abt my birthday!

LOLS

22nov..

celebration with U4F8

( pixs taken from tjh')

a mini celebration at t1

dinnnnnnner at kimgaryyy

but cakecutting + phototakinggggg :DD

23 nov...

i wanted to wait till clara post the pixs from her cam...

but she so slow then forget it... i shall post first or else i confirm forgot to blog abt this...

anywayyyy timbreeeee on my bdayyy

had the roasted duck pizza, buffalo wings and fries...

ALL OH SO GOOD^^

but not liking the alcohol thr exppp and not v. nice lehhhh

the band was gd gd gd gd gd man!

i likeee it!

i will go back again but at a later time to hear the band...

had 2 really shocking really shocking surprises
one at 23 nov 12a.m
another at 23 nov 11 plus p.m

i still have cakes in my fridge ahhhhh!

make me a lala girl

2010-11-20T04:46:00.000-08:00

visit:

http://dressypixie.livejournal.com/1424.html#cutid1

for shoes preorder!

pretty shoes awaiting for ya!!!!!!
of really gd quality and affordable!

close on the 30th of nov :D

3 more days yeah!
so bday plan is:
having dinner w u4f8 on 22nov
and timbre w poly clique on 23 nov
i can't deny i'm pretty excited for these 2 days to come by^^

and my sis is bought a pair of canvas+patent oxford shoes & a jumper for me at urban outfitters for my bday present. tks sister <3

my famous quote in u4f8: separation makes us closer
i find myself so tacky whenever they all use that quote omg.
i want to find a hole and hide.

10 things to make me happy :)

2010-11-14T03:05:00.000-08:00

1) royce chocolate
2) helium ballon ( hello kitty)
3) iphone4 covers (cute one)
4) anything in purple. (nt in light purple though)
5) 1 stalk of rose or daisy ( coral colour) ( or even better purple!)
6) muji milk tea
7) cleansing tissue ( packaging must look cute and must have fruity smell)
8) cheesecake
9) rings
10) anything on my like list on fb

this is not a hint

HHAHAHHHAHA

ok maybe it is

u can take it as a hint

i don't mind :)

sometimes when we think back

2010-11-08T04:50:00.000-08:00

today's my uncle's 1st yr death anniversary
honestly i wouldn't have known if nt for my aunt who posted on fb
it's weird how, as a relative, as a niece i did not even go to the hospital to visit him
or even to his funeral cos it was during the o'lvl period so my parents forbid me to tag along

god bless u
hope u r happier up thr.

can't believe that i actually check my sentences for spelling errors and do a little proofreading
too much comm skills i guess haha

new page

2010-11-06T07:08:00.000-07:00

lolslolslolslolslols
i only knew my blog title was dfdfdfdf like 1 min agoooo~
HHAHHA!
i think is i anyhow type one
HAHHAHAHA..

anyway so how's life right?
1) sch is so far so fine
actually i really think it's fine. it's really fine... except for the waking up part.... it's like urghhhhhh
:(:(:(
most difficult part of the dayyy
it's like i want my slp so badly and i cant slp in class so i have to concentrate or else my gpa will continue going down down down down down...
and ya speaking of gpa... i really hate it now that we have to constantly be doing well.... in order to ace at the end of our 3 yrs...
no more sec sch method... whr by we slack for 3 yrs..
and the 4th yr or rather the last 2 mths u just chiong like a siao zhar bor

2)my iphone is spoilt #%$%#$%$@#
i think i complain this super lots of times liao!
and i shall complain again
stupid singtel person!
say my phone kena water so cannot change for me... when i reallly really really did not drop into water !:(

3)i have better teachers this sem
god bless me
but gt one v. gl teacher
oh well.... life can nvr be perfect

4)my cupboard is v. empty, it's screaming fill me!
cosss i just cleared lots and lots of unwanted clothessss!
what a wrong move. sighh

5)broke.
i am v. so. v. so v. so v.
feed me someone

will update on k when more pixs comes in!

korea

2010-10-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

I don't know why but i'm feeling pretty kind today LOLS! cos ya know how lazy i usually am

so i shall blog abt my korea trip which was quite a while alrdy i know i know! but oh well!

okk i shall admit it... i have gt nth to blog abt! HAHHA!

Pictures all taken by my sis's boyf.

and so ya speaking of which, my camera is still MIA :(

at changi airport!

i'm like oh finally oh finally i'm going to changi airport to NOT study!

FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD.

i love roadside food actually.... too bad sg don't really have any

nian gao!!!

such a disappointment!

i seriously thought this was super nice when watching korean shows...

turns.. out it's super starchy and v. hard to chew..

having breakfast at our fav bread store paris baguette near our hotel ^^

this cosmetic shop here is my fav!!

pls come to sg!!!

holika holika!

how cute the name is!!

the eyeliner is damn gd..

so is the BB cream.. it comes w a roller... so BB cream actually spreads out v.evenly on ur skin!

so what do u think??

real cat or nt? :D

just have one thing to say.

DO NOT WASTE UR TIME TO GO TO THIS FREAKING TOWER

firstly we wasted our breathe and energy climbing a road that is super up slope..

thenn we queue for at least 45 mins to get in...

and then when we FINALLY got in...

they told us we have to wait 30 mins to go up the tower...

after thinking for 5 mins... we decided we will still go for it... but the person at the counter told us the waiting time change to 1 hr. WTH.

having our 1st BBQ!

i realised in korea... wherever u go... thr will be free gifts...

including food places... like this...

having a heavy breakfast like a traditional korean would :D

this is one of my fav dish thr!

damn nice!

( is not really maggie mee! )

WELCOME TO EVERLAND!

one of the most enjoyable day!! :D

pretty halloween deco !

pretttty rose garden!

see the roller coaster behind?

it's actually one of the scariest and funniest roller coaster i have ever sat!

thumbs up for this!

and it's made up of wood!!

i wonder is it purposely made of wood to give ppl a insecure feeling

and ending off w a fav bear to all!

they r damn clever also!

funny how this pic looks like the bear is talking to the bird

you say what?

2010-10-20T11:10:00.000-07:00

i'm super attracted to polka dots, stripes, foral omg foral esp, leather, jumpers, buckles, chains, pearls, checkered, hearts, studs, headbands, wedges, cross, ribbons.

stop me. someone!
say no and i will put it down!

i'm a smartass

2010-10-17T20:35:00.000-07:00

i'm sure everyone have wrote on fb or twitter or whatever social networking website abt a person...

i'm nt saying abt someone u hate but someone u care abt...

and the person u actually is talking abt actually reply u or comment abt it and ask like who ah? what happened?

when I'M TOTALLY TALKING ABT U! LIKE THAT. totally funny for some reason...

ya that happened to me...

and actually 2 person thought i was talking abt him...

happens that i was talking abt one of them...

and ya now i know whats going on, in their mind.

okkkk, does everyone know what am i talking abt actually?

back to sg

2010-10-16T10:16:00.000-07:00

i'm back!
i'm back!
i'm back!

hella i'm backkkkk from korea!
just one more wk of hols ... but it's ok.
i always want my hol to end quickly so that the nxt hol will arrive more quickly!

anyway my face now is full of pimples i dont know y!
and i'm telling u the girls thr are ohsopretty! and their skin is flawless like flawless ( i would say most).
they are goddamn white and no black eye circle.
i have dark eye circle so sad :(

either they take really gd care of their skin or they just conceal it real well.. haha

and oh ya! the hotel room was great. there was a computer in the room ( thats was y i was always online!)
and a samsung LCD screen tv! even bigger than my hse one! and nicer. feel like exchanging with my one at home hahaha. and thr was jacuzzi and steam bath in the toilet!

and needless to say the internet is like so much better than my hse one lah..zzz
i miss korea so much! omgz.....
i love the food thr! but if u hate veg u cant live thr! hahaha
i love the fashion thr! everyone dresses nicely thr! for ladies, they all wear black/pattern stockings and heels heels heels heels heels! even to everland! can u imagine?!
even for the guys, they really bother to dress nicely! i saw a few cute guys :D

but one thing is that some of the korea sales girl are really quite scary.
esp at dongdaemun, if u decided nt to buy they pull u and wont let u go!
yet thr are some who are real sweeties!
they kept smiling and even lightly bow to u when u leave

empty

2010-10-04T10:40:00.000-07:00

how i wish i can read one's mind.

so that i can know what to do.

i just wanna tell u! stop being so nice to me, i can't give u what you want, you are just making me feel so damn guilty.

& you, don't give me hope.

sometimes, i wish i live in a life like gg or 90210.

the rich and beautiful.

i can just call my friends and say hey! let's go for retail therapy and we all carry chanel bags & wear miumiu shoes.

and nxt min, i get to hook up with some cute, hot guy from sch ( & for ur info, every guy is cute & hot!)

& of cos i have to look drop-dead gorgeous! HAHHA, ok, i'm thinking way too much & watching way too much shows

ohwell

alive gallery just ended!

just feel so...

weird, the feeling is so weird.

sad? maybe....

i think so? i mean it's not like we will nvr see each other again ( a lot of them are from TP! and we can always meet up ) yet thr's this plain sad feeling which i can't really explain.

i guess is just now we will nvr be able to be together in the same kind of situation.

like the times we 'BOO' each other at the different sections ( lobby, section 5, ect)

like the times we use the walkie talkie to crap random things.

like the times we gossip!

oh well, i'm sure we will meet up pretty soon! for more jobs & stuff

ok, it's 1.34 a.m now!

sooo which means today is chalet day! i'm super omgz excited!

and just 3 days ltr, i'm flying off to korea!

life's great isn't it??!

& glad cherie enjoyed her bday today! we all had a fun time together today :)

workworkworkwork

2010-09-25T09:28:00.000-07:00

bzzzz w wwork man!
everyday it's the same old routine.
wake up>work>go home>slp>wake up>work

but i likeylikeylikey like this job! funfunfun!
can bully the boss also so shiok! :)

anyone wanna go ag for free can just tell me ;)

one more wk and work ends! will gonna miss them all man!

anywayyyy, my results sucks suck sucks like a i dunnoe what.
2.8 gpa OMGZ man.
embarrassing to even say it out. but nvm! nxt sem, i will be damn kiasu! will chiong liao!

and ohya! pls support
dressypixie.livejournal.com
:D

no. 100th post!

2010-09-11T03:52:00.000-07:00

exams exams exams!

yes....

i finally know how does it feels like when everyone is done with exams but u still have that one freaking paper!!!

totally sad!!!

like all ur friends have finish exams excluding my course ppl.

i have this 5 days break in between...

and the feeling is like weird.

cos u totally don't have the mood to study yet u can't bring urself to play and be in the 'hol' mood.

this sucks big time.

i'm just waiting excitedly to monday to come by!

and it's gonna be super happening afterwards. k maybe for some parts of it 'happening' is nt totally the right word for it. but still and soo.. i will be like super bz!!

right after exams, i will be working $.$

thenn.. chalet :D

cherie's and HL bday!

and korea!!!

and not forgetting to say!

sam and i are opening a blogshop!

and if i'm nt wrong the debut collection will be launching nxt wk!

so stay tune to like fb, twitter all these! and give us some support ok! :D

so excited!

and feels like i haven seen U4F8 in a long time!!

sooo ya as the saying goes on ' SEPARATION MAKES US CLOSER'

DON'T U JUST LIKE THAT ? MY DEAR FRIEND DOG :D

when in borement

2010-08-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

read www.slapmewhydontyou.blogspot.com

IT'S INTERESTING! HHAAHAA

pleasure

2010-08-20T20:58:00.000-07:00

i wanna change my blog skin.
but i can't even through blogskins
or iweb :(

2010-08-17T22:32:00.000-07:00

all i do is....
wake up---> tv--->eat--->go out--> tv/com---> slp

how interesting

screwedupmind

2010-08-15T10:12:00.000-07:00

my mind is a complete big messmessmessmessmess

a while i'm thinking this a while i'm thinking that.

here r the classic examplesss...

1) my hair is really in a v. bad shape, frizzy frizzy, damaged

okkkkkkk.. i decided that i shall just once and for all CHOP OFF MY HAIR so that new nice undamaged hair will grow out. no point keeping the bad ones..

then a while ltr i will goo.. NOOO! i refuseddd!! i look bad in short hair, i must be patient ! i will continue to do treatment.

2) food

OMG NOO WAY I JUST GAINED 2 freaking kg, i need to go on a stupid diet...

1 day ltr...... hiax.. what for life so short.. diet diet diet for what....
eating is such a joyful thing whatever lah just eat lahh..

and the cycle continuess.....

3) shop

NOOO! i cannot shop! i cannot i must save $$ for korea trip and by then i can shop shop shop shop shop like siaoo...

and then a while ltr... AHIYAAA pls lahh still long lahhh plss! shop firstt no clothes liao!

screwed or nt!!
now.. it's 1.12a.m ... & i don't know whether i should head to bed or nt....hmmm...

2010-08-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

my blog issssssssssss really fugly ugly.
but i seriously can't be bothered lols.
wait till i'm really bored one day and decided to give me a makeover :>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANJIAHUI ! :D
today was funfunfun!!!
hope u enjoyed!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

2010-08-09T08:57:00.000-07:00

is likee today's supposed to be a funnnn funnn day out.
but i wasn't happy.

ya.

FAMILY DAY

2010-08-08T08:08:00.000-07:00

one of the days when me and my family woke up early on a sundayyyy..
cooosss we went to support my big sis who was running for the torch relay yog.
andddddd i woulddddd sayyy that i'm really proud of herrrr ^^
cosssss nt many was able to .
and my silly sister to think that we won't be coming to support her!
she was so so happpy when she saw us! <33

but we damn suay lahh..
becos we were confused and unsure of the exact spot she will be passing the torch.
( and somemore she running for only 100m)
we didn't managed to snap her while running or passing the torch!! :(
but we managed to witness her passing the torch. that was gd enough :D hehe

oh well oh well anyway went to eat at 85 today for dinner tonight so damn shiok!
i loveeeee sundayssss like this :DD
gd food gd chatting

national day tmr!
going out with C & S! :D
to watch fireworks and i promised thr would be pics on tmr! or by nxt wk :D

JGL

2010-08-04T05:56:00.000-07:00

my new love <333333

i'm plain bored

2010-07-30T07:17:00.000-07:00

my newly obsessions!

1) can't stop eating pocky becos of rara

2) popeyes

3) doing weird things on my nails

4) going to the airport almost every wk.

5) playing bejeweled all over again :>

6) going to tp lib at least once a day

7) going to lib lvl 4

8) mac new shaker fries

9) constant crave for mac spicy nuggets :D

10) going to starbucks

11) skipping lectures like nobody business :(

12) bastard-ing my friends ( actually only clara :D )

13) buying iphone casings ( cos mine always crack) ( i purposely buy a super exp casing and like going spoil soon, the grip v.weak :(((( ) ( saw a v. cute hello kitty one at f21! ^^ )

14) dreaming of getting rich

15) looking out for cute guys at tp bus stop or on bus :>

2010-07-22T09:59:00.000-07:00

nice right?
nice right?
nice right?!!
HHAHHAHAHAHA!

left with dreamweaver project and I WILL BE FREE OF PROJECTS! :D

2010-07-18T08:17:00.000-07:00

i'm alrdy at ._.

2010-07-17T09:25:00.001-07:00

I REALISED SOMETHING TODAY

i realised that the separation made of us closer some how or rather.

i realised that every single meeting, we cherish one another even more than in the past when we could see each other every single.

i realised that maybe us, being separated could be a gd thing.

becos i somehow or another love you guys even more <33 !!!

( don't see liao tou xiao ah)

And to c,s,l.

CHEER UP and hang on.

sry if i'm sometimes mean to you guys. (esp c)

i feel so guilty cos i'm suppose to give u all my support.

no worries i will always be thr to help ur screenshot ;)

loveyouguys<33

2010-07-16T09:47:00.000-07:00

god bless you

2010-07-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

though i'm nt really close to her.
i really really really really hope she will be alright pls.
god pls let her recover.

i will pray for her everynight b4 i slp.

shits

2010-07-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

this wk was terrible.

ya other than the stupid projects piling up.

whats worst is the bitching going on.

i seriously dunnoe what they want.

although i'm nt involved and they didn't say anything abt me.

i feel really sad and angry.

and sometimes helpless.

like i can't really help my girls much.

i can only listen to what they say

say some encouraging words.

hoping that it makes them feel better

i don't know how can ppl slander others in FB writing out THEIR NAME. their BIG name. nt even bothering to give nicknames anymore...

( thr's even worser stuff that i do not wanna say)

it is as if wanting others to know that u are right at the top, u r in control of everything. and the truth is u are nt.

i really don't understand anything. how can u hate someone when FOR NO REASON. simply no reason. she or i shall say they admitted it themselves.

u can dislike someone for no reason but hate? it's such a strong word.

i really can't understand themm..

and i really have nvr met anyone so bitchy in my whole entire entire life. i think bitchy is no longer the suitable word. i don't know what word to use.